Alright drones.
18 days and nights since my last post, an apology I cannot make, as I simply had nothing I really wanted to write to you about. I can no longer abhore the bloggers writing shit about nothing because they think they can write. Guess what if you have nothing to say you dont have to speak, and... that resulting silence, its the worlds way of telling you 'you are bland'.
So, I hear you all whisper with non existent anticipation, what have I got to share today. Well i have a two parter for you, I have a little rant and I have a little message. Shall we...
K, so, a lot of things get me goat nowadays, perhaps im getting to that age where loads of small thing start to annoy me or perhaps I'm just a 'nastynasty' person, whatever. But people annoy me, people annoy everyone obvs. But im not on about just all people im referencing a very particular type of person. Basically they thrive on the opinion of other people, so this will really be a talking point because someone is actually taking the time to write about them.
You fall into this category if you are one of those people that worries about every little comment on social networking sites, you spend an inordinate amount of time critisising others because deep down it makes you feel better, you go fishing for comments like 'oh please, you dont need to' by publicly opening your heart about unfit you are or how your 'new' diet is soooooo hard you dont think you can manage it and the best one is the i wisher.
This little titbit is for you, cos I have no doubt that some people reading this either know someone like that or maybe YOU are, gasp!
Nobody is fucking perfect! everybody hates themselves sometime, some of us are lucky enough to allow the people around us to not be you, the fact that you spend so much time talking arse about other people just reinforces how black you must be on the inside, oh and guess what...we all wish, get off you arse and do something about it or shut the fuck up cos frankly its old.....you want help with something, ask. Id never not help out a friend.
I cant deal with these leeches anymore...join me, shun the people who need to make you or those around you feel bad in order to fill their terrifyingly inane existence. They are worse than the oh so special snowflake brigade that are vastly taking over the nation----- read you xfactor contestants! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ranter.
Having just written all of that Ive just had the pleasure of witnessing Mr Olly Murs perform with the most excellently talented muppet on the xfactor....amaze. Probably the best thing thats ever happened to television...ever.
27.11.11
The day that one Gary Speed, former Wales captain, manager and all time record outfield cap holder, left this earth. Most reports at the moment are that Gary was found hanged, not in suspicious circumstances, so, it appears he's taken his own life.
I feel slightly disrespectful trying to convey this message, but I feel like I can. In the last 14 months 4 people have left my life in the same way. I cant bring myself to imagine the feelings of the families of those involved, its hard enough for friends, but for the people that are part of everyday for you to feel like there is only one option left must be the worst thing ever.
I think theres one thing that has crossed my mind everytime and that is, why, why did they feel like they couldnt say something to someone, even me. I cant pretend im the best friend in the world.... I go missing for weeks and months on end, but if it came down to it, there is not one thing on earth I put before my friends and it runs you through again and again why couldnt I see that coming.
I think it comes down to the fact that everybody hides behind a smile. Is anyone actually alright? if the answer is yes or no, youre never alone! Please dont feel like you are.
Ive always been a religious person, but there isnt anyway I can accept that the act of taking your own life spells the end for your soul. That is no way to provide the families and friends of those that feel like there is no other way out with the support that they need in the darkest of times.
And one other thing, the people that say ' there is no excuse,' oh you really suck, spoken out of true ignorance of the feelings of other human beings. I will never know how someone can possibly be so cold at the loss of another human being, I can only assume its because you have never experienced the loss of someone close to you, and I hope for your sake you never do.
Anyway, the message is dont be alone, you can have a million friends and well wishers, a close family but still those inner demons have got you...there is another way, tell a friend, hug your family or see a doctor, just please please please dont just suffer.
Have a good week, blogettes.
Btw theres only 28 days untill crimbo....proper
and theres only 5 days untill my harry potter dvd boxset arrives.
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